today was devastating.. i cant believe the way my exam went... i dont think i ll even make it to pass marks, gosh!!goodness gracious.... hehe i used to joke bout qualifying to be a chhaggi(if u r nt an iitian chances are very little that u know bout what i am speaking). the open book test could easily qualify as one of the most sucking experiences of my life.now i understand why first day first class, the first words that came out of sir's jaws was-" u ll be graded relatively"
i had thought what the hell. tis an open book test ,it shall be dumb easy.. u know wat, it s a bit difficult to win over this brainfuckin feeling that s gripping me at this very moment.. i made a good smelly shit of maself....
what s in a midsem exam?....what is it that i am so worried inside bout it....actually ..when i start searchin for answers ,,, everything seems so minuscule and insignificant....
sometimes all that matters is that u let urself free....
right now creed is screaming something in my headphone..
We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there
When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice....
cheer up dude..u ve seen so much of life. deception , betrayal, love, failure, u ve had reached the very edge of the precipice.. at times... 
when u could not even barely see how low u could have fallen with even one tired nerve..
this is just a mindfuckin midsem.. and i m sure u ll survive it... thats what i keep telling myself:D...
exams will come and go like they always do. but nothing should shake the pedestal on which this life stands.....
this semester was a culmination point of some of the stupidest incidents of my life... mayb this midsem will be one extra feather in that hat...but thats where it all ends...live life,live ur attitude, live every moment of joy and sorrow...and let such minute moments of weird feelings whoosh by like u never lived them, all the best to every person who s has ever found himself in my ohh-so-stupid-and-yucky postion..
